Hello everyone :D

hasn't been blogging the past few days... reason being is that i have too many thoughts in my mind that i just don't know how to voice out and its getting the hell out of me recently... just how many identities can one person hold, student? part time worker? or even freelance model? and how the hell could they plan time for all these... 24 hrs is seriously not enough. im getting so stress but one thing i know that is very impt. which is whoever i am, whatever i do, i just have to be the best.. many times in life u just have to go ahead and try different stuff, get different experience and hopefully all these wun affect ur studies which is ur main aspect of life.

i have no idea what the hell am i talking here, thats why i say the stress is getting the hell out of me.

today marks the second day of weight gaining plan..haha ate porkchop and noodles for lunch today..dam filling...but nt every healthy..ahh who cares just whack food..i wanna be heavier! will take my weight at the end of one week to see my progress..meanwhile i will eat more and train more. yeah man! body and training aside, ive make improvements in my studies as well.. i finished my macro tutorial alr..as promised, lecture today, do tutorial today..hope i can keep up with this pace and nvr collapse man...gve me strength!

went gyming today too..met ariff, how kiat and jerome in the gym..after that we requested from the seniors to go down into the boats for awhile as there are spare boats cos gals seniors went for merlion match..haha

i should go slp now before i collapse
cya peeps!

Live Life The Way YOU Want It To Be.

yup. got back blaw common test today.. i got 80/100.. haha im quite happy with it yo. hope that other common test will be same or higher than my blaw..cross fingers! alrights anw today after sch, i went gym with glen but suprisingly met some of the canoe-polo dudes who going to gym as well.. so we went in tgt.. today's gym session was quite fruitful i guess, done my chest, back, triceps and biceps..gonna head down to gym again tml if i got the energy and time to do so... after the gym session those dudes went to thomson plaza to have their dinner while glen and me head down to bukit timah market for our carbo-loading session.. went for curry rice with extra serving of rice. ahhaa after dinner was the usual talk cock session and crapping..and we left the market after we are done...

at the time we pass by the busstop while heading towards KAP, a guy approached me and asked if i'm interested in taking up a commercial photoshoot or smth..i cant really rmb.. blah blah blah i gave him my contact number and he passed me his namecard saying he will contact me soon.. the company is SHINE Models which i nvr heard before..oh well i wun know such things anyway.. haha let's see how it goes, maybe go down alr they say not suitable? lol heck man..

as promised, i will start doing tutorials today.

hmm...finally finished my excel and uploaded it on Mel alr..finally its time to say goodbye to all my hols hmk! but sadly to my 2 wks hols as well..sch starting tml.. and all the stress will come back to me once again...but ive set for myself new targets this term..

i will want to manage my studies, cca, work and body well. in order to do so i only need one thing seriously. its discipline. time management is only possible when u have the discipline to do what u have plan for urself.

for this term, i will try my best to finish tutorials on tat day the lecture was taught. cos only with that, i will have time for my gym sessions, canoe-polo trainings and work. recently im very motivated to go for every canoe-polo water training.. after i mastered my hand roll..i just feel the urge to keep learning and excelling in canoe-polo. a sport that i guess will stick with me for the next 3 years or so..and i want to gain weight! i want have a better built! so im gonna to gym anytime when i have nth in the afternoon after sch. my target is gain 5 kg. lets see. and not forgetting my GPA of 3.5 or above.

with all these plans in my mind, i will start my new term hoping whatever i said here wun be load of shit as when i look back and nth was done. seriously hope not. wish me luck

its not gonna be easy.

had been spending quite alot of time with my canoe-polo mates recently.. wednesday land training, today water training..and and saturday another water training... water training today was very fruitful i can say... and i think now i master handroll already.. must gve it another try on saturday to really prove that i master my hand roll..haha im quite glad with the results of my training today man... and somemore i managed to finish my macro presentation today too! glad to say i din waste my day today=)

alrights tml will be a free day. like finally.. or i shld say today? haha was waiting for a free day to start doing my excel man..it will be dam tiring and fustrating i predict..but its the last hmk im left with and i have no time to do during wkends as im working on both wkends..haha wish me luck tml! bye!

live life to its fullest.

finished my mahjong session an hr ago..excersised awhile and bathed. now im refreshed but gonna take a short nap later..cos woke up at bloody 9 am today.lol. alrights today started with glen pressing my doorbell at ard 9 am when im still slping -.- haha he's on time but im nt..but who cares, its my hse anw..so i asked glen to wait for me in the living room when i took a bath..when i came out, suprisingly penny was here alr..haha and

knowing that melg was still slping we are abit depressed. and so we decided to play 3-person mahjong! which was downright gay i tell u. instead of playing the normal style, this time we play it the casino style siol..hoho meaning we both bet a certain amt of money and winner takes the pool of money regardless of how many tai and everything, but minimum 3 tai..cos its too easy to win alr..played for awhile, glen lost 5 bucks but we didn't take it frm him..after that we went down for late breakfast. and after we are done, melg finally arrived, spending 5 bucks on cab fare..lol..

and now we started on our REAL mahjong man..as penny needs to reach sch at 4.30, we all played faster so can play more..so we played and played until abt 3.30 and we stop.. in total i won 17 bucks again..haha which is the same as the last mj session..i think 17 is my lucky number

today is the 17 of june, i stay at 17 storey, im 17 this year and i won 17 bucks twice. heh

enough of crapping man..im gonna finish my poa tutorial today i promise. alrights peeps, till then!

i dunno why
during my cjc period, i joined canoeing also.. im very motivated to go for every training eventhough i know each training will be like a visit to hell. but some kind of force just keep me going to the training and it became a top priority during my jc life.
however
now in poly, i join canoe-polo.. training wise was smth like cjc. everything's the same.. we have water and land trainings too. but something just not right. im not motivated as much as i was in cjc and im now more prone to skipping my trainings and going for smth else. its no longer a priority.i dunno why.
maybe
its because how the seniors act differently in cjc and poly. in cjc the captain was a sadist and keep asking us to quit, telling us to go home and watch cartoon instead of comming to the training. i think tat has a effect on my rebellious self. telling me nvr to quit! prove it to him! and the feeling after every training was a total different experience that what i have in poly. its a mission accomplished! its a test of my physical and mental limits!. its a time well spent.

however, in poly, seniors was encouraging telling us nt to quit, cheering for us. which is like the opposite to what happen in cjc. actually it was a good thing tat they encouraged us but i dunno why. it soften my resolve to gve my best in trainings.and after training its just like finally its over and no special feelings about that.

this post is a sudden inspiration which i felt for the cca.

alrights im gonna to have dinner with family tonight to celebrate Father's day
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

hohoho just came back from work at citylink.. im defintely on the right set of mind now.not like that day.. haha.. alrights yesterday glen, jiahong, yikang and myself went over to hereen to look for gifts for huifang.. and we decided to get her a pair of sandals...yup afterwhich we went to have our lunch and head over to bedok interchange to look for our BEER! and jiahong is pissed that we rely on him on practically every single thing..haha he is our boss what..what to do...lol! thn we decided to get 2 dozen of heniken(wonder how u spell this) and this was a great mistake as carlsberg taste better and its cheaper...but its ok! yup and we reach ecp..slack awhile.. and waited for the rest to come.. bbq was very nice. thx to hf's aunt for cooking for us! and the beer did make us high too! its was until a point tat i was super high tat the taste of the beer doesn't matters anymore..u just keep drink drink drink! and yah trust me the feeling of being high is nice but its super bad for health.. and u will act like an idiot i agree.. was one on tat day..but not until very cham i guess.haha but nonetheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIFANG!

Im SUPER high plus SEMI drunk!!
will update tml yah!?

yes! i finished my blaw, bmgt and myob for hols hmk alr! im now left with excel and macro! muhahah i mugger right..ty! anw cos the next few days all going out so not much time to do hmk ya...must do abit first.. and not forgetting tml is my MAHJONG!! yeah man gonna to have fun tml.. but kind of sad that i cant turn up for CFOC...eventhough im nt really keen, but missed a chance to know ppl of my cca better

anw, good night and sweet dreams ppl!

was doing project the whole of afternoon today...at least now we are on the right track.. we hope.. and progressing quite smoothly..i guess..haha lots of uncertainty but heck just keep doing.. but if teacher say cant thn GG..lol! hais now im so tired.. and thinking of training tml makes me more tired..wonder if many will go.. they shld have make it earlier since its a holiday instead of making it at 5 as usual. But but, im damn looking forward to mahjong on thurs and bbq on friday with my secondary sch peeps.. and wk end gonna be work for me! haha till then!

holidays just started and i already think its gonna to end.

alright so its off to canoe-polo camp on the friday night. we thought we were gonna to expect some vigourous training from them but everything is just the exact opposite. haha.. overall the camp was quite fun, and slack at the same time. but it definitely helps us to bond tgt better and know more friends, maybe of the same kind.haha! birds of the same feather flock tgt ya. all in all, i made quite a number of new friends in this camp and in a way is good so we wun be sticking with the same friends all the while.


drunkards in the house yo!POLO XOXO CAMP
Group Rapheal!

F.G (fucker glen)

went home, bathed and straightaway head to bed.. im gonna watch my "tai huang si cheng ji" alr cya peeps!

'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away '

blaw test ended quite smoothly i guess..QUITE.. haha and since its the last day of our common test, keehan, sing nam, xiaohan,jessica and sarah decided to have a little celebration by first spending half and hr of deciding what to do and another half an hr to 45 mins on the bus ride to vivo.. lol! we went to have subway for branch and the gals started their shopping spree that seems almost impossible to stop it. even iron man may have a problem to that. haha alrights crapping! and anyway we went to catch iron man after that however its only left with keehan, jessica sarah and me as singnam and xiaohan have something on individually*...lol. guess this is the first movie watched with them and many more to come!



once again a picture says a thousand words, few million of words comming your way peeps! not funny?-.-

the infamous monkey king

the legondary shopping queens.

shopping queen and me!lol mdm tan! haha

group photoit all happens at vivo city.

after that we headed home and i went to grandma hse for buffet dinner. food was average. dessert was nice. grandma gave me 50 bucks! =) heh shopping time!

thats abt it canoe-polo camp starts tml! and ends at sunday. so u wun hear too much frm me these few days! bbye peeps, till then!

saw this picture on Serene's blog.
it's really nice and kept my eyes on that photo for quite awhile
nice contrasting colours, rainbow colours with a black and white background.
great photography.


make every second count!

haha got this frm keehan's friendster.

today study,
tml study,
thursday test finish.
HAPPY!

get a life!

macro test was damn tricky today, but kind of expecting it right.. mcq and ture/false qs.. confirm gonna trick u like there's no tml. and the whole test is a dam good example of inflation..mcq 4 marks each, t/f qs 2 marks each..ahh dead! but overall i think still can handle luh..confusion here and there..but yah lets see the papers when we get back luh.. after the test went to eat with sing nam, keehan, junqi and glen at bukit timah market..and we had a few bottles of carlsberg to accompany us..haha

afterwhich was collecting testimonials back at new town sec with jiahong,wynn and glen.. after collecting the testimonials we went queensway and tats when we started our suan-ing mission on jiahong..haha poor thing, let us say until very bad..i shall nt disclose the content here =) haha wynn bought a jeans and the rest of us just got aching legs.

Yes! my last paper, business law will be on thursday and it will mark the start of my 2 wks break! but to kickstart my break, i will be going for canoe-polo camp. haha after that it will be truly a break for me..finally. gonna have time to mahjong with my friends..gonna meet my sec sch friend which is really a long-time-no-see...gonna do lots of things.. time is always nt enough.. don't u think so?

alrights im gonna turn in early tonight..erm eventhough its alr 12.30 now.but considered early for me..lol! cos tml gonna wake up early to study! cya peeps!

Ace everything u do!

woots! infa test was quite well done today i guess... just for some small mistake..hope can get A for this paper.heh. omg i din study anything at all today luh..and monday is my macro test...only left with tml to study...shit..

i feel much better now, not physically but mentally.