Hello everyone :D

man! was suppose to study at home today but in the end was out almost for the whole day.. crap! went to have a haircut today back at the old place. Silkcut Salon.. was suppose to meet glen and cut tgt but tat fag made an appointment with his usual guy for a haircut tml..*ahem sounds wrong.lol* anw i got a supper short hair now. if u consider my previous hair short thn this will be super ultra short for u. haha u get what i mean yeah... thn after that headed to my grandma hse to visit her... she gave me a T shirt which my uncle brought from Korea which is pretty awesome... and yup stayed for awhile and headed to "Si Ma Lu" to *bai bai.. haha..and now im home and left with the night for me to study my dss..ahh..

alrights i have my timetable set and i'm gonna stick to it!

PS: Stress is my motivation, results are my satisfaction

went to sch for a 30 mins lecture today..how great.. partly because im late for 15 mins though...ahh and its kinda waste of time.. after which went to alumni with my 2 rubbish grand-daughter sarah and jessica for our lunch..lol! food was not great as usual. haha after eating they left me alone freezing at ourspace..hais.. haha cos im going to watch the POP for the last batch and have quite a long time to slack before taking the bus to the agency... and so after slacking and studying abit, headed down to watch the POP.. it was quite nice and funny at the moment, for some of the contestant..haha and i cant believe how am i going to do that in about 6 weeks time..man... they got to do acting, mtv, tv commercials, poses, catwalk and Q and A... ahh so dead..haha anw now im back home and im gonna study a little bit more on infa and tml's canoe training!

with a ladies sunglasses. random

Come what may, i will give it my best shot.

i've some feelings i would like to jot down.. To come to think of it, life is actually all about striking a balance... striking a balance for everything. anything in excess is no good. we need both play and study. however i've been neglecting the study part the past few weeks. during all the lectures was P and P.. Play and Pinic.. sometimes slp during lecture too.. but im still able to get good results for small tests and stuff. which in turns build up my confidence, thinking that i can score even if i dun listen to lectures.. i'm very afraid. that all the tests that ive done well in are just a fake. just to make me complacent. and i will flunk the final sem exam.. i seriously don't hope so. and now so, im going to start studying for my sem exams now. call me a nerd, call me a noob. i don't care. i just want to score well and thats it. i get to enjoy my sem break.

do the things you say, say the things you do!

ain't feeling very good right now.moody.firstly was the infa test. didn't expect mcq qs to be so hard..didn't prepare it well.blame on myself.. secondly i'm very tired. snored through both lectures today.. hais.. im starting to feel the stress. need to learn my excel..

on a brighter note, my macro test was 38.5/40.. a few careless mistake here and there.. was quite happy with the results. i really need to buck up for all my other modules.. the sem is gonna end, gpa is gonna be calculated. let us all rock it.

so many things to handle, so little time.
wish me luck and grant me the energy i need. please

PS: i have no reasons to explain my actions.

I feel like a ah gong now.. whole body ache.. my right shoulder was abit injured and my back is quite pain.. abrasion near the spinal cord area.. due to staying in the boat for too long..ahh.. but that's what a sportsman will have to suffer..

randomness is the bomb!

SUN BURNT! went training today and it was awesome. far better than other water trainings and we got a boat to ourselves all the time. maybe due to ppl taking star 1 and slackers who don't come to sunday trainings. haha. learn quite alot today.. how to prevent capsize and stuff.. fun fun.. after that went to mac with malcom, sinhan and leonel.. haha was dam tired so went to slp when i reached home..hecked blaw test.. ahh but still must study!!! for the 5% blaw test.. how crap.. ahh gonna try study now.

be your best, be the best!

today was an eventful day,

firstly after school today was meeting tee ren to do the interview with a counselor, went all the way to TOA PAYOH. man and we did the interview.ahem

then after that tee ren went back to sch for cca and i went to meet glen and junqi to have some shopping together. and so we met at centrepoint and wisma was our first stop. went to topman, try a couple of polo Ts but no discount so no buy, cheapskate i know=) lol! anw we headed to far east after that. there is when our shopping spree starts. glen got a nice shoulder bag, junqi and I got ourselves a pair of slim jeans. and i found my sky-blue colour one=)

afterwhich we went to marina sq to look for jq's bag as he couldn't find any he like at far east. upon reaching marina sq, went to a shop with INK bags. and he chosen a shoulder bag as well. told him is nice but he don't believe.. lol but he still bought it for the sake of getting a new bag. and thn here comes the drama..we decided to go for sakae night buffet, yes u didn't see wrongly, SAKAE BUFFET AGAIN for glen and me. jq is the first time with us i guess. and he is KO-ed after eating a few plates..lol i think he's sick or smth..haha that's abt it for today..

shit my pimples ain't getting any better and ppl say its getting worse..maybe i shld stop applying the cream.

Just finish bathing after coming home from canoe training.. ahh im down with coughing AGAIN... why the hell my immune system so weak man.. i can feel my eye bags growing, and eyelids being heavy. crap man still got iac to do..too tired to continue any longer..alr in half-conscious mode. Byebye peeps!

OMG! just don't hope this will be the future me. IN SPECS! ahh crap man. anw today was quite a fruitful day. meet up do do 2 projects, bmgt and dss. macro lectures today was well spent by downloading and trying out games in the psp. lol meaning i will be suffering for the 2 weeks study break. blaw is a goner, infa can catch up, macro managable, bmgt(wth is it all abt?!) ahh gonna be a nerd soon and study whole day long. cheers!

Feeling like a fool cause I let you down. Now it's, too late, to turn it around

woots! im finally done with my lms blog! lms is gone forever! finally. this whole week is packed with project meetings and studying for tests.. i just hope efforts will pay off and i get good GPA at the end of the sem. macro test today was good, very good indeed. hope i can get very high marks and pull up my previous test to an A. hasn't been gyming for a week or so. hais but at least study wise still managable.which is a good thing..

alrights good night handsome and pretties!

the bloody time now is 7.13. most of the people might be already awake or will be awake in the next few hrs. but its a totally different story for me. im going to slp soon. lol.. went to watch RED CLIFF at 1.40am, the storyline was alright but the acting wasn't really that fantastic. anw there's a part 2 to it.. the movie lasted for 2 and a half hrs which ended at around 4.15.. so, glen, yikang, jiahong, wynn, lessie and myself decided to wait for the first bus or mrt to go home, and we lepak at centre point mac. was too tired so no photos was taken.

im going to get my slp and wake up SOON to study for my macro test tml. good luck to myself =)

went to see a doctor for my pimples today...hais another 100 bucks from my pocket! waited for damn long before u could even see the doctor...just hope the semester break will come soon.. so i can chiong work and earn money! to fill up the hole i had been burning during all these while...alrights anw tml will be watching RED CLIFF with the usual sec sch peeps... saw their advertisement, think it should be a nice show with great casts.



this is totally random, dun ask me why. haha

Man! had been blogging for the past hr or so.. stupid lms blog, ive done 1 chapter, 2 more to go...argh!! anw! water training today was kinda wasting of time as it rains halfway but at least i got to row the boat for awhile, ahem unlike glen. lol! lectures today wasn't productive at all with 2 guys playing maple beside me and the hypnotising voices of the lecturers.. fell aslp during blaw lecture and didn't pay much attention to the poa lecture as well. screwed up. macro test is comming on monday. sunday is a whole-day-stay-at-home-study day. shld be enough. i must score man.. just rmbed tml there's infa test. going to revise abit.

goodnight peeps!

this is my first land training after missing a week of land trainings.. just one word, SHACK.. eventhough we did nth much today.. yah but physically cant really take it, just for the running part.. pullups and gym session are alright i guess..

finally today marks the end of our LMS assignment 2.. the skit was abit messy and the presentation was abit wordy..lets see how it goes la..lms will end after we submit our blog post which is due next week..yes 1 down!

im super tired now siol, will try to write up for the lms blog.
goodnight peeps!

here i am, once again. hoho infa lecture was cancelled last minute today.. so it was actually a good choice to pon the lecture.. haha yesterday was dam slack.. no dss tutorial tats why went home early...when i reached home at 3, slept till 8. woke up for dinner and some show, slept till the next morning again...lol slp for so long..maybe cos of my headache.. made me dam tired.. anw i got my haircut on sunday! haha and i style it differently for 2 days, lets take a look..haha

this was my explosion head

second day

haha found my blog without pics for quite some time, so there u go. lol!

i love large fonts. easier to see..my eyesight is getting worse day by day.. i can feel it..arhhh crap..this is confirm due to my poly lifestyle.. everyday face the dam laptop screen..ahh! nonetheless today was quite a good day.. working at vivo in the morning was cool, met some peeps who i haven't been working with for quite a long time.. after that was heading to marina sq for my haircut..oh yah must rmb claim from mum.. hahah.. asked for a new hairstyle but got back somewhat the same one i guess.. and i need to fret over my excel again..but this will be the last wk! yes! macro and infa test 2 comming up, consisting of 20% too..but will be harder than the first one..i really hope i can rock the tests! wish me luck=)

adapt to my lifestyle.

Stress is just from everywhere. am i too ambitious? or am i just incapable? im feeling really sorry to lots of ppl ard me.. be it my group members or canoe-polo dudes... i just doesn't have much time to discuss project with u guys and im hating it... im really srry.. and at the same time i don't even know what im doing is what im suppose to do. shld i just concentrate on my sch life and forsake the other aspect? my part time job and n.u.m and freelance modeling at Shine Models . on the other hand im really happy tat my pay at n.u.m increased to 6 bucks and im going for modellng lessons fully sponspored by Shine.. how am i suppose to give up all these when im just starting to get the best out of it? i really need to strike a balance between sch and working life... just all these stress, its inevitable. i have to find a way. another common test is comming up, i will prove to myself what im doing wun affect my studies. be it proving to myself or to others. i must do it.

To all the people concern, please spare a few mins reading this post if u chanced upon it. all i can say is, i will try my best to complete what im assigned to do..

this is a hurdle i need to cross in order to be a better person, a more successful one.

the lack of time is haunting me recently.. take today as example. my lms/iac group mates decided to do a video for our lms project..and so we are thinking of when to make it.. and seriously, i cant make it for any day for the rest of this week and if we do next wk it will be too rush...i really felt very sorry to them.. hais i guess this is what i have to face when ive so many things to handle..however, i tried my best to squeeze in time tml after my photoshoot.. so it shld be alright..and once again i dunno how many times will i face such situation..i hope there will be no more..seriously.

on a brighter note, our iac presentation for the first 15% was quite a success i guess. tutor commented us that we did quite an through research..just tat our presentation lacks confidence and too many animiations for the ppt slides.. haha

photoshoot tml, just hope it will come out good.