Hello everyone :D

Srry didn't have much time to blog these few days.. these few days all filled up by trainings and work.. the only thing worth talking about is the coporate meeting on thursday night..which i bought my RR cap.. and was suppose to collect my num ambassador jacket but in the end when it was my turn to collect, dun have my size!..wth man.. have no choice but to wait for another batch of jackets to come..ahh!.. blisters are haunting me man.. waiting for them to dry up and so wun be pain alr... i want to sprint faster, pass fast ball, and get rid of my fear of nt being able to do handroll alone..im starting to love this, once i'm off some of my commitments, im gonna train hardcore..yes.

PS: hope tml will be good! all the best!

Woo.. a long, tiring and fun day..woke up by sinhan's call this morning..or i should say afternoon cos its like ard 12.. anw they said they could only reach at 2pm. oh well and i went back to sleep..haha ok had a quick bath and prepare all the stuff alr then wait for them to call so i could pick them up at the bus stop.. haha we started once we all reach my hse and played all the way till abt 8 plus..this time win abit..haha better than last time at Malcolm's hse.lol!




lol sinhan's noob tiles.

woo just finish watching the Olympic's closing ceremony.. slept for the whole day but im still feeling very tired..lets have a little summary of what i did for yesterday.. it started with the fitness test with pull-ups, sit-ups and running..my situps sucks seriously, a back pain may be an excuse..but i need to work on sit-ups. and my posture for pull-ups.. haha pool slot was sprinting and sprinting.. after that went for my classes and after it was back home FIRST... found out that my family went to tiong and eat.. i had a quick bath and joined them at tiong for dinner..haha save money=)...

after that was heading to malcom's hse for overnight mahjong! sinhan, eugene and ben was late cos they miss the bus stops..haha those noobs. anw we started only abt 10+..roughly play only.thn eugene was sick and so he went home first.. after that its real mj time... benedict cant take it anymore and so are my eyes..we ended abt 4.30 and we went to sleep..this is when we started to get high with ben's stupid "jiang zhen de leh" wtf manz..i dunno why the hell issit so funny and we laugh abt it for dunno how long..kns.. aha and after that was sleeping until 1 plus..with sinhan dominating the bed space nearly causing me to fall off the bed..lol.

anw it was quite tired for overnight mj..prefer morning till night mahjong..haha alrights tml will be another training..at 2 pm. heng.can slp more..

and happy birthday Daphne!=) buy u aeroplane next time..haha!

PS: if you want to quit, quit at the beginning

ahh cant really fall aslp... shit man must be my body used to the late sleeping..but this can't go on...i need my sleep damn it.. anw work today was quite good. meeting good customers and having a good colleague.. which made my 5 hrs at dead novena a.k.a Philippines town quite fun. lol no offence..just tat alot of those ppl there. tml will be my fitness test and pool slot..need to reach sch at bloody 7.30 am.. how can?! haha i will be sleeping soon i guess. hope everyone had a great day. goodnight=)

argh!! screwed up infa paper..hais didn't have enough practice..blame it on who? of cos myself.. but what's the point of saying all these now? let's just cross our fingers and hope for the best.hope they will moderate..cos alot of ppl cant balance their stuff either..let's see what GPA i got for this sem then.

that aside, haha srry to sarah for not going to wheelock in the end..haha no mood luh.. and finally i could get a good night sleep. eventhough the time now is alr 12.19 am. look forward to holidays training. look forward to the mahjong session on sunday even more.

let's hope that holidays will be very healthy, with everyday's training and ample sleep. i need it so badly.haha

A "B" is all i hope for my blaw... ahh and because of that..my infa must have an A.. ahh man.. hope to do well for infa man.. its the last paper too.. so finally i can get a breather from late nights and headaches.. after tml, one sem will be down. 5 more to go. the first thing i ever thought of doing after exams are over is to sleep and sleep..maybe not always sleeping but at least slp early everynight..not like during exam period.. 1 or 2 am is early. 4 am is normal. this cant go on man.. mentally and physically. and my eyebags doubled over the last few days..lol..

just some random emo pic.

wooo blaw paper tml! one of my most afraid papers... hais leaving that aside first..lets talk abt my bmgt paper..lol.. i have a mix feelings for my bmgt papers...actually it was very good..im only not sure of 2 qs..however the 2 qs constitute of a total of 22 marks...arhh man tat cost my A.. u see why am i having this mixed feelings... but as alot of my friends said.. what's done is done.. what we can do now is do well for the rest of the exams..which left me with blaw and infa...i have no idea when im staying up till to study for blaw..i just know that i still have lots to cover... shitzxzxz..

and after exams is definitely not a time to slack..as vigorous training is coming up.. almost everyday man..including weekends..ahh!!!! but i hope to get good results from all these trainings..having said that, there's a fitness test on Saturday morning.. which i think im not gonna pass..crap! haha i cant see a point i can relax man... i need mahjong badly..hasn't been playing it for so long.. once again. so many things to do, so little time.

aye! a time to rewrite history. congratulations to Phelps for getting his 8th gold in this Olympic games and becoming the best Olympian of all times.. secondly congrats to team Singapore table tennis girl's team for getting a silver medal for the team events. breaking the record of Singapore being without any medal for 48 years in Olympics.

man, im down with the damn flu... felt so tired throughout the day and couldn't study much.. slpt most of the time in the day but still very tired..and tml is the bmgt paper! ahh hope i can do well and what i studied will come out!

Flu sucks.

somehow, i'm not very happy with my life now..i think that it wasn't fufilling at all.. life's short. get the best out of it. i don't think i achieve that.. this may be the result of not putting in my mind in anything i do.. life will be dull without any breath-taking moments.. im nt asking for alot..i just hope that when i get old, there will be happy moments i wun be able to forget. deeply etched into my mind..

im feeling rather paranoid now. normally after exam it will be a great great relief, but not this time.cos 3 weeks after that will be my POP..ahh shit.. need to prepare so many stuff..and i still cant really cope with the fear of it. but i know if i let go myself.. it will be alright..ahh!

having said so much, exams are not over yet. lol so im gonna go back and be my nerd again. goodnight peeps.

Whew! what a tiring day.. but it was quite a good day for me i guess.. firstly is the macro paper..was suppose to meet the peeps at 11am in sch..however woke up only at 11am and just nice for me to see Phelps getting his six gold ..break WR as well.. haha anw the paper was kind of good for me..just tat i experience abit lack of time..but nonetheless, overall it was an exam well-done. and mrs tan send a msg to us wishing us all the best=)

The Phelps Phenomenon in my studies... i hope so.haha all golds to him means all A's to me... anw tml will be my first paper..macroeconomics! hope i will do well and i will revise hard tonight..haha cant believe that i have to work after the exam..ahh going to velocity working from 6-10..

haha very dull posts these few days..what u expect when the blogger is having his exam. hope after exams my life wun be so dull anymore..muhaha..alrights off to study..see ya!

PS: i must learn not to care about how ppl think of me too much. just be myself.

Michael Phelps is the new hero..for swimming... got 3 golds for all the events he competed so far and breaking world record for all 3 events.. lol..this also proves that i have been watching olympics on tv for most of the time during the day..ahh.. first paper is this friday!!! man..i must really score well for the major papers man..

haha on the lighter note, bro's gf birthday celebration was very successful.. they went to a place called secret gardens and the manger there helped them a great deal by creating a wonderful ambience in the restaurant... and everything went smoothly..haha this is what i heard from him.. he owes me a BIG favour now..cos i went bugis specially to pass him his gifts... haha lets see..i think i need an ipod..lol!

anyways, im off to study again. goodlucks to all taking the exams!

hello, its now 3.15 in the midnight, or some call it morning.. haha anw i guess that i can only absorb and study during wee hours.. spent the whole morning and afternoon sleeping and watching Olympics games.. wohoo Tao Li is the first singaporean to enter finals in swimming..haha let see how she fare in the finals.. i have no idea when i will go to sleep..but things are still not right..nt the right time to slp yet.. alright i better get back to work..sweet dreams peeps.

today is 08/08/08.. the only one we will be experiencing.. but what's so special about it if we don't do anything special.. it will just be any other ordinary day.. just how many ppl will be able to make this day a memorable one, a special one.. at least i know it will never be me.. i spent the whole day studying at home..but how about everyone out there? have u made it ur special day?

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away, and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Your Guardian Angel- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

a meaningful song, touching lyrics.

Tuesday is today... decided to take a little break from studying the dead business law... done 2 chaps and more to go... went to sch this morning for macro optional class.. was quite alright..but the sad thing is when i reach home i slp until 7 plus which means my afternoon is wasted..couldn't help it.. was too tired man..guess had to burn midnight oil tonight..hais this is a viscous cycle man..

my life lacks some motivation.
i miss those days.

Alright man! tml will be the start of my mugging week. need to chiong blaw first. and thn bmgt. macro and infa bit by bit.. working today at mooks was quite slack throughout the day.. only at a point of time when there's alot of customers...

When will i be free from all my responsiblities and duties man... i cant see this day in the near future...different duties, different roles, different time, different expectations. that's what life is all about..

get the emo shit out of me!

changed a new skin, as previous one encountered some problems which i have no idea what's it.. this skin is abit feminine..haha but dun care..nice can alr..lazy go search for other skins also...

haha anw today was dss test, and it went quite smoothly with abit of hiccups here and there, hope still can get good results.. alright with this, its a case close for this module..

spend quite some time with this skin. off to study again. macro is killing my brain cells! goodnight peeps!