BONJOUR
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Wednesday, May 12, 2010
{11:06 PM}
I've so many thoughts. i think if i dont write them down somewhere im going to go crazy..My heart is still aching now. i know i shld move on and i want to. but flashes of memories kept appearing in my head. the times we walked from tiong to my house, the reading of ur text after every training, the morning msg that we sent, the times i waited for you to end school, the times i sent you back home.2 days without texting you. it wasn't that unbearable when i have things to do, friends around me, trainings and stuff. but now when i'm alone at night.. i feel really lonely and unsecure.. you may have already moved on, used to not having me in ur life.. well it's you who changed ur heart first anw.. i did initiate the break but i'm not the one who changed.i dont know how long will it take to put it all behind me... i know it wont be easy and it wont be soon. i dont know if i have given up totally. it's always easy to say let go but never easy to actually let go. maybe, just let time heal the wounds.