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Monday, June 16, 2008
ironic {4:06 PM}
i dunno whyduring my cjc period, i joined canoeing also.. im very motivated to go for every training eventhough i know each training will be like a visit to hell. but some kind of force just keep me going to the training and it became a top priority during my jc life.
howevernow in poly, i join canoe-polo.. training wise was smth like cjc. everything's the same.. we have water and land trainings too. but something just not right. im not motivated as much as i was in cjc and im now more prone to skipping my trainings and going for smth else. its no longer a priority.i dunno why.maybeits because how the seniors act differently in cjc and poly. in cjc the captain was a sadist and keep asking us to quit, telling us to go home and watch cartoon instead of comming to the training. i think tat has a effect on my rebellious self. telling me nvr to quit! prove it to him! and the feeling after every training was a total different experience that what i have in poly. its a mission accomplished! its a test of my physical and mental limits!. its a time well spent. however, in poly, seniors was encouraging telling us nt to quit, cheering for us. which is like the opposite to what happen in cjc. actually it was a good thing tat they encouraged us but i dunno why. it soften my resolve to gve my best in trainings.and after training its just like finally its over and no special feelings about that.
this post is a sudden inspiration which i felt for the cca.
alrights im gonna to have dinner with family tonight to celebrate Father's day
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!