i've some feelings i would like to jot down.. To come to think of it, life is actually all about striking a balance... striking a balance for everything. anything in excess is no good. we need both play and study. however i've been neglecting the study part the past few weeks. during all the lectures was P and P.. Play and Pinic.. sometimes slp during lecture too.. but im still able to get good results for small tests and stuff. which in turns build up my confidence, thinking that i can score even if i dun listen to lectures.. i'm very afraid. that all the tests that ive done well in are just a fake. just to make me complacent. and i will flunk the final sem exam.. i seriously don't hope so. and now so, im going to start studying for my sem exams now. call me a nerd, call me a noob. i don't care. i just want to score well and thats it. i get to enjoy my sem break.